California Love

Today started well. With a small hopes to do something useful, I was slowly, but consistently losing weight. BRAVO, ILLYANA!

Honestly, blogging somehow to me, it feels like I'm doing a free style essay. Somehow I must say, I spend a lot of time to think what to write thou. Everytime I started, I deleted it because it was consistently depressing and had a whiny tone so I just stopped trying. Eventhough I have everything in mind but, I don't know. It feels like I'm doing free-style essays. Intro, climax, closing yada yada yada. What a job. :p

You'd think all the extra time I had on my hands I would have had the chance to lose even more weight and get my room in order. None of that happened. Wires on the floor, makeups on the table, hair dryer-curler-body massager on the cupboard. My God. I think I do really need a specialist to do my room. It's not that I don't have that feeling to clean up my room but, each time I want to do so, I just don't know where to start and it's very depressing to think where to start and where to put and yada yada yada so once again, I just stopped trying. :p I stagnated and my room remained a mess. BRAVO, ILLYANA!

I blog almost everyday. It's the only thing that makes me consistently happy, everyday. Well I'm on my sem break so it's the only thing I can do at night. Going through some songs to be downloaded keeps me singing all day long. Music somehow controls the mood. Happy song on repeat. Cali, cali, cali California love. :) She's so pweeeetty, can't resist!

Wanna chill out, feeling lazy. It was raining and we were all stuffed. Oh yeah, I went out with the couzzie, Ieka. :) Eventhough it was TOOOOOOOO late, but Happy Belated Birthday Sweetu :) We went for makang makang, and jalang jalang. I had fun today, seriously! Thank you for picking me up and drove me around! *malas drive*

And and and the best part was, she bought me red rose!! MY FAVORITE!! THANK YOU SWEETU!! KAU LAH COUSIN TERBAIK TERSAYANG TERCINTA!! I just can't stop smilling and goofing around with the rose all the way back. "Ape kena kau ni. Suka sangat eh," she said. Haha!! I DO I DO I DO!! THANK YOU!! YOU MAKE MY DAY!! I LOVE YOU!! xD And in return, I bought a pink rose for her. I hope you like it :) It may sounds funny, silly, desperado but we're not. I'm happy. She's happy cuz I'm happy. I'm happy cuz she makes me happy. And I'm happy with what I'm happy for. So be envy, people. I'm the happiest person in the world today! HAHAHAHA!

Alhamdulillah, I've decided it's time to stop letting my circumstances rule my life and to be thankful for all I do have - A strong and great happy family, cousins, friends I can count on, a home to come home to, food on my table, my health and a future. InsyaAllah.

Oh by the way, Hariz twitted this one tweet,

"Oi jgn mandi hujan.musim asid,nnt kena hujan asid haha."

So yeah people. Don't play with the rain. 

Acidman is everywhere. Even in the rain. BEWARE! :O 

Praying for the best and more goods to come. Amin.

Have a nice day, people. Salam. (: