A scar does not form on the dying. A scar means, I survived.

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Hello hello. Ssup yo!

Yo yo yo I'm hungry yo!! I mean, I'm not hungry, but my tummy is. So, yeah I'm not going to crap shit tonight as I really really want to blog about this one topic since, since, 2-3 weeks ago, but seriously I just couldn't find any suitable time to write. So here we go.

Well, I received many hit on Formspring , back then lah not lately, asking what really happened to my left eye. So yeah, I'm sooooo going to explain from A to Z tonight. Easier when later people ask, I can simply just copy paste the post's url :p 

Once upon a time, there was a pretty girl named Illyana. She's so cute, and awesome too! Lalalalaalala okay okay back then, way back in January 1998, I was in the car with my whole family, on our way to Petaling Jaya, nak hantar kuih raya kat nenek, after we broke our fast. Yeah, it happened during Ramadhan. *moga dapat berkat, amin* I was sitting in front, belt-less. (Yeah technically it was my fault lah) It was raining, and the green light was slowly turning yellow and lastly red. My dad tried to stop the car but eventually, the break wasn't working and bammmm! We hit the car in front and technically my head hit the front glass and the broken pieces fell on the dashboard and lastly, my head. So yeah, the broken glass got into my left eye and my forehead. So I end up having 6 stitches on my left eyeball and 12 on my forehead. I wasn't blacked out, but I kept my eyes shut, feeling all the glasses in my eyes. But God was there; turned out I didn't feel anything, not even a tiny bit of pain. I was sent to SJMC by this one Chinese guy, dunno from where lah. He stopped by and landed a hand. So nice, right? :') 1Malaysia!

So yeah, I had my time in SJMC. 7days stucked sana, demand hari hari Abah belanja PizzaHut :D Even that I know during that time, our finance wasn't in a good shape. But my dad, gigih cari Pizza Hut, regular pizza exclusively for me only :') Thanks, Abah. Words seem not enough to tell how much I love you and proud to have you as my Abah.  You've done a lot for the family. You paid everything with every single penny you have without complaining. Yes, you taught me not to complain but make it right. So yeah, I got into ward 6 times, and I had 4 surgeries. The journey will be continued, soon as I finished my study, kot. Depends lah. Tapi seronok cikgu-cikgu sekolah datang melawat. Dapat hadiah :p Plus by that time, supposedly the next day we  move our asses off to Penang, but I have to stay in SJMC so, extend seminggu lagi. Heheheheh. 

So yeah, I've been through years with people at school mocking me 'cuz depa takda modal nak bahan. Heh heh heh. But yeah whatever it is, that's life. I have everything (except Kinect and iPhone5). Plus, I even have more than enough. Yes, I DO have beautiful people who care. So, yeah. I'm so thankful for eveything I've been through and it wasn't a mistake. Yes, I never regret of loosing my left sight. 

I regret nothing. (: