Honestly, I think I am done writing what I always wanted to write so far. So, yeah. It's been awhile I don't blog. Well, as I haven't get any task just yet, plus Facebook bores me in some ways, so yeah hello blogspot.
"Here we go, come with me. There's a world out there that we should see. Take my hand, close your eyes. With you right here, I'm a rocketeer". Ahh yes, I keep playing the same song for like, UNCOUNTABLE! Yes, I keep it playing 'til the others started to make the sound-- asking me to stop. HAHA!! So now, I still put the records on, only when I have the earphone as my add-on. GENIUS, I say. (: I love music. All kinds, all the time. I would definitely call my taste in music eclectic. I have a little bit of everything. Once loved, considered song of the week! :D Well, nothing much that I see that is alien to me so far but you know, everyday is a little bit different then yesterday and of course tomorrow. But we really never know what is going to be different. So yeah like what I did mentioned before, I don't hope for much but surprisingly a lot of surprises came in. I AM SO HAPPY I CAN DIE!!
Well, lingering around is quite a treasure. I've seen alot from many aspects. It's quite interesting when you have nothing to do and you go spend the whole day treasuring the Historic City. But yeah, to be continued. Tak khatam lagi. Haha! So far, I don't have any unbearable pressures. Sounds like a jackpot to me when I realized that everything is falling back to places and slowly, I'm getting through it without any doubts but a happy heart, when back then I was lingered with tons of pressures 'til I can't bear with it alone but Alhamdulillah, I've made it through (: Thanks to Abah for saving me last time (: (Not to forget, my friends that always there. MUCHO GRACIAS!!) Yeah, our father-daughter-ship is getting better after that. (Ehem-ehem En. Amin macam bagi green light nak berboyfriend, sangat aneh kan?) Haha! Now I feel so old, man! CHOI!! Hmm. I always wanted to just see what exactly is different but that is too much time spent on something that won't matter the next day. But maybe how I felt that moment does count. So yeah, I'm better off this way and I don't regret, even a thing. This is what I want, and I'm having it my way. What's not to love? (:
Even better is when I stumble across a chapter to another. It's like finding buried treasures. Only, unlike a chest full of gold, this treasure I like to share. Family, Islam, friends, and whatever that I feel like I want to treasure. (dah macam mualaf dah) But yeah, don't wait until you loose everything baru nak ingat Tuhan kan. Hehe. But yeah, slowly, I'm getting used to it and Insyaallah, I'll find my way back and pick up the pieces again. 2011, you've been wonderful to me so far. Alhamdulillah and thank you.
I know lately I haven't been writing as much I could be, instead been trying to live every day as I would like to with studying and just living day to day being myself and find it to be very comforting. So far, the year's intro has given me a warm welcome. Ahh yes. I feel warm and secured as the girls are still there with me. I just feel like my life is almost complete. Eventhough dress-up macam pelacur, hati surau okay. Haha. But yeah, they're the best thing that's ever been mine. I love you; monyet, zirafah, lembu. (': You make my everyday. Being with you guys was never a mistake, but a tressure that I will tresure for the rest of my chapters, even if one day, we'll be torned apart, I will never forget you girls, and promise I'll story everything to my kids about their Aunty Fathin, Aunty Zaza and Aunty Fit! (mengidam baby, maafkan saya)
Oh hey, as what I promised you before Ustaz Hariz Mohd, this is me--with the new wedges!! Eeeee :DD See, I'm so nice literally I don't break my promise but but but about the videos, later later lah k. Still dalam iPod. Hehe. :p Little by little, I see myself becoming the person that I been writing about for many years finally coming true and it is an amazing feeling. Thanks to you girls and YOU, my friends. Thanks for making my days, as well as shaping me up 'til what I am today. You guys are the greatest gift and I just can't stop counting my blessing for having you people in my circle. At last I'm having my time now, and more to treasure along with our prayers. May the best be with us. Amin.
Up, up, here we go.
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