Because They're Everything I'm Not

When you're feeling stressed, a simple phone call from a loved one can be as good as a hug. In a new world today, most of us only think of our partners when it comes to the word "love". Well, being single taught me a lot instead of giving me some different perspectives about "love".

When I'm feeling stressed, or each time the boredom strikes, a simple phone call from my loved ones, would simply makes my day bright enough. Frankly I say, we cannot swing up on a rope that is attached only to our own belt. We need other human beings. A short phone call that enables me to chat about anything or crapping around, would be enough to dip down the temperatures. To me, "love" is a desire for that lost half of ourselves-- and that includes family and friends. Boyfriend? That's a bonus (: Share your stories with your loved ones. That would help :-)

Oh this break, I do a lot of reading. Maybe not that 'a lot' that you're probably thinking by now, but seems a lot enough to me (HAHA) oh yeah Imma lazy bumbum who don't do reading and eventually, I jump from one article to another these days. Nothing has got into me. Just trying to learn something new-- about other cultures, people's stories, and see the unseen. Haha!! (Probably, the boredom shot me hard on the head)

Ahh, I found this one joke that got me.

"A one-dollar bill, five-dollar bill, and hundred-dollar bill all died and went to heaven.

God saw the one-dollar bill and said, "You've been good," and lets him in. He also lets the five-dollar bill in for the same reason.

When the hundred-dollar bill came up to him, God said, "Well, I never see you in church". " --Allenine Nicole S. Namuco.

Mendermalah seikhlas hati, ya kawan kawan. :-D

Oh, I have met new friends named Talking Tom and Talking Carl. Crapping with Achik's iPod Touch drives everyone in the house insane, and also Fit! Haha. It's a cute, and extremely annoying application. Sumpah tak tipu. And yeah, I've tried the Forza 4 already. Botak, BEST BODOOOOO!!! Lagi style kalau you belanja I stereng satu. Haha!

Oh oh got this one cute story shared by Carol Howard.

"The highlight of our trip to the zoo was a peacock showing off its plumage. My four-year-old son was particularly taken with it.

That evening, he couldn't wait to tell his father: "Dad, guess what? I saw a Christmas tree come out of a chicken today!"."

Chicken.

Hehe.

Jealousy, that's what I'm dealing with these days. I'm not quite sure why, but the feeling, its there. But just now after reading about a story of a man named Jun from Dahican Beach, Philippines catched me good. Growing up in poverty, but never feel awful about it, give me a good lesson today. "No pain can stop me from what I have started," he remarks. As a young man, Jun showed no interest at first but turned out at the age of 30s, he started mesmerizing the group of surfers from the city riding their boards atop the waves. He started questioning himself, why should only people from other places enjoy what we have right on our shores? Starting from that point, he started to go surf and make his own board! Pretty awesome, right?! Despite of getting injured, he never gave up. Since he started became friends with the shores, he decided to help today's youngsters develop their skin-boarding and surfing skills with another goal-- to lead these youngsters away from the temptations of smoking, drinking and petty crime. The founder of the Amihan Surf and Skim Team, does the work without any pay or any support from external agencies, and now his work is all paid up!

"I may not be rich but somehow I have made a difference in the loves of these kids," he said. "They are my treasure".

If that so, I guess, being wise isn't that hard. But the heart is making it harder. That's why we never live in a way that we ever wanted. But even if some say that money can't buy me love and happiness, but I guess money provides some pain relief, and that makes me happy! Maybe God knows what’s better for Jun, and now he got a great story to tell. Fair enough. Yet, surfing sounds sexy ;) Maybe I can't live my life exactly like Jun's, but some things that I treasured from his story is never envy about others, but be useful to others. Do things that you love to do, and stay positive (as well as stay healthy). We never know what’s coming in our way later, just do our best to improve and never forget the Almighty. Maybe this might sounds a bit lame but, things happen for reasons. And it always will be. Anyhow, we still have time to create some great stories to tell. Fate is where God wants us to travel in but faith does well in it. Always remember, everyone is a hero in their own way-- just in their own not-that-heroic way. Heh.

Hello my dear future daughter(s) and son(s), Mama is still in the making. Got lots of stories to share with you. Hope you'll find it helpful. Stay put! :P

Just randomly checking out the old hardisk. Haha! Old times, baby. Old times. Dammmmn, Facebook bores me so friggin' bad. So, I guess I'm going to crap alot here and please excuse the lameness. That's the least I could do. Oh this Saturday, I'm going for a road trip to the north. Hope it would be fun. And by next week, in my calculating, I'll be visiting my all-time-heartthrob, Lim Pranit a.k.a. Fazlin Aishah. (Al-fatihah)

I'm not excited. I just flow.

Future is my surprise. Curiosity is my friend.

Unpredictable, that's my name.