Everything is a mess now. And this is the hardest for my dearly third semester. Gladly, Fit has been discharged from the hospital today, and Zaza is slowly recovered. I just can't describe how worried I am about Thinthin. Her fever is reaching 39 bloody celcius! I'm so worry worry about you, Monkey :'-( yet I feel so lonely. I feel like crying and crying and screaming for a hand but I have lots of other things to do right now rather than sitting, crying about everything. I AM so stressed out at the moment! I may not giving my all for the past few days because I just really wanted to get it all over with. But I know, nothing will going to change. I'll make it through as I am still standing, and nothing will break me. I'm giving my all right now and doing my best to keep everything back to normal. Well, it's just the beginning, eventhough my brain is slowly cracking and might burst into pieces.
Still, I can smile for the camera. *wink wink*
Whatever it is, I got both of my BEL Task approved today, so does my Graphic Design's proposal, and alhamdulillah my CTU Presentation has been succesfully done, as we got the most well-presented presentation. Thanks to the groupmates; Zaza and Azren. We've made it!! Godd, can't believe the Photo Gallery is just around the corner (27Sept-1Oct). Need to start searching and snapsnap by this week as we have to submit the photos by next Thursday. Geez, wondering when am I going to start my 7 pictures for the 1st Showdown, this October. *sigh* Plus, tomorrow got quiz on Public Relations, and later, mid-term exam. Grr. I AM SO NOT READY FOR THAT, OKAY! >.<
About the kicked out thingy, I don't know how am I going to face this Friday, as this Friday supposedly to be my last day in hostel. Already found a house, but Thinthin doesn't want to butt out and still, wondering hows Ustaz doing. Hopefully, he can help us out. I'm so much in misery of the year right now. Hopefully, some brilliant ideas will pop out and miracles to happen. *finger cross*
Everyone is talking about going home, berbuka puasa with family and all. Damn, I do want to GO HOME but it won't help. I have lots in mind and works to do. Sorry Ma, Sorry Abah. I might go back on Raya, that's the latest. So much to be settled here. I can't find any peace, not until I have all my work done. Hopefully everyone at home is doing fine. Heard that Achik is going to Japan for a school trip. Have a safe journey, sista. Tommorow is your birthday. (SEE? I DO REMEMBER!) I'll find something good for you later okay!
And yeahh, "Just the Way You Are" by Bruno Mars is my new friend.
Thanks, Zaza (:
Still, I can smile for the camera. *wink wink*
Whatever it is, I got both of my BEL Task approved today, so does my Graphic Design's proposal, and alhamdulillah my CTU Presentation has been succesfully done, as we got the most well-presented presentation. Thanks to the groupmates; Zaza and Azren. We've made it!! Godd, can't believe the Photo Gallery is just around the corner (27Sept-1Oct). Need to start searching and snapsnap by this week as we have to submit the photos by next Thursday. Geez, wondering when am I going to start my 7 pictures for the 1st Showdown, this October. *sigh* Plus, tomorrow got quiz on Public Relations, and later, mid-term exam. Grr. I AM SO NOT READY FOR THAT, OKAY! >.<About the kicked out thingy, I don't know how am I going to face this Friday, as this Friday supposedly to be my last day in hostel. Already found a house, but Thinthin doesn't want to butt out and still, wondering hows Ustaz doing. Hopefully, he can help us out. I'm so much in misery of the year right now. Hopefully, some brilliant ideas will pop out and miracles to happen. *finger cross*
Everyone is talking about going home, berbuka puasa with family and all. Damn, I do want to GO HOME but it won't help. I have lots in mind and works to do. Sorry Ma, Sorry Abah. I might go back on Raya, that's the latest. So much to be settled here. I can't find any peace, not until I have all my work done. Hopefully everyone at home is doing fine. Heard that Achik is going to Japan for a school trip. Have a safe journey, sista. Tommorow is your birthday. (SEE? I DO REMEMBER!) I'll find something good for you later okay!
And yeahh, "Just the Way You Are" by Bruno Mars is my new friend.
Thanks, Zaza (:
make the stars look like they're not shining
her hair, her hair
falls perfectly without her trying
she's so beautiful
and i tell her every day
yeah i know, i know
when i compliment her
she wont believe me
and its so, its so
sad to think she don't see what i see
but every time she asks me do i look okay
i say
when i see your face
there's not a thing that i would change
cause you're amazing
just the way you are
and when you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for awhile
cause girl you're amazing
just the way you are
her lips, her lips
i could kiss them all day if she'd let me
her laugh, her laugh
she hates but i think its so sexy
she's so beautiful
and i tell her every day
oh you know, you know, you know
id never ask you to change
if perfect is what you're searching for
then just stay the same
so don't even bother asking
if you look okay
you know i say
when i see your face
there's not a thing that i would change
cause you're amazing
just the way you are
and when you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for awhile
cause girl you're amazing
just the way you are
the way you are
the way you are
girl you're amazing
just the way you are
when i see your face
there's not a thing that i would change
cause you're amazing
just the way you are
and when you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for awhile
cause girl you're amazing
just the way you are," :'-)
..and I miss US.
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