Sunday 22 November 2009

Dear Amirah Annuar.

dear amirah,

im sorry for my behavior today. im sorry for not smiling. im sorry for not creating a smile on you. im sorry for i didnt laugh on anything today. im sorry for the mood i've been today. im sorry for the rush. im sorry for the words i spilled. im sorry for any scars in you. im sorry if im hurting you. and im sorry for falling in love with you, my dear fairy godmother (:

without you, im nothing. cewahhhh!! hahaha ;D

Saturday 21 November 2009

I love my Janny!

morning people!

time to wake up from bad dreams, roll out of the beds we've made and start making plans for a brighter future.

some say love is a river, some say love is a silly song. some say love is all around us and lifts us up where we belong. some say love is hearing laughter in the rain. but we all know, love is pain.

i just want to tell you that i'm not gonna stop trying to get your attention. i'm gonna do whatever it takes for however long.

'cuz i'm you biggest fan, i'll follow you until you love me.. papa,paparazzi. ahaha asal bolehh. hahaha



Wednesday 18 November 2009

YUPPI-ES-AR.

well well well, congratulations nur affrina yasmin mohd amin! for getting straight A's in the exam. Sape lahhh kakak ko kann.. hahahaha!

and oh not to forget, happy 10th birthday, mohammad aliff haiqal mohd amin! (19/11/1999)

p/s : yay, dapat handbag baruu!!


Monday 16 November 2009

Life Isn't Permanent.

the clock keeps ticking and i'm still thinking. wondering if you are the one who's winning.

no no no illy. shouldn't trust anyone but keep praising for what you get and be
grateful for having those beautiful and ugly people 'cuz life is just a game.

and oh, happy sem break! :)

Wednesday 11 November 2009

What They Say..

"You are young ... or at least you feel like you are. You are drawn to musicians and artists. You are proud of who you are. Your quirks are an asset, and you flaunt them! You are attracted to shiny things, and you aren't afraid of a little bling. You're stubborn enough to stick to what your like, even if falls out of fashion."

"You're not in your face, smokin' hot... and it's all by design. You have a carefully crafted cool persona, leaving everyone wanting to know just a little more. You're just playing it cool."

well well well... =p

Monday 9 November 2009

Recordando al patrono de la escuela.

En la Escuela N°14 DE 5°"Provincia de San Luis" se recordó el día del Patrono. La institución cumplió 106 años. ¡Felicidades escuela!.Algunas fotos de como lo recordamos.

Los escritores de primer grado.

En el turno tarde los alumnos de 1°"C" y "D" estan escribiendo cuentos.Eligieron los personajes, el lugar donde viven y luego inventarán sus aventuras. Aquí les mostramos los primeros pasos.
1°"C"


1°"D"

Saturday 7 November 2009

Whatever, BITCH.

mulut tempayan gampang ditutup, tetapi al-kisah 1001 yang kau karyakan tidak akan pernah bisa aku tutupi.

hidupku bahagia. aku punya keluarga, kekasih hati mahupun teman. temanku ramai. kawanku juga tidak terhitung tetapi sahabat, bisa dibilang. siapakah? dia atau dia? biarlah, tidak penting buat pengetahuanmu. kenapa? jangan dipersoalkan. mengapa? cermin dirimu kembali dan tanyakan kepada bayangmu sendiri, siapakah kau kepadaku? perlukah aku menjawab segala persoalanmu? jawapannya, tidak. mengapa tidak? jawapannya ada padamu. segala cacianmu dan maki hamunmu hanya membuat-ku tertawa. mengapa? ya, aku persoalkan kembali padamu. mengapa kau masih di situ memerhatikan aku!

dan kamu, mengapa masih lagi tidak memahamiku. tidak cukup terang lagikah peribadiku? apa lagi kamu inginkan. jasadku masih teguh berdiri di sini tetapi hatiku mati. aku mungkin kelihatan tabah, tetapi hatiku halus. terlalu halus untuk kamu bayangkan. aku tidak pernah bisa tahan. aku tidak setabah kamu. aku bukan dia mahupun dia. aku adalah aku. aku yang percaya kamu dengan hati yang tulus. tetapi kamu menghancurkan harapanku dengan setitik demi setitik kekecewaan yang kamu berikan. aku lemas tatkala kamu pergi meninggalkanku tatkala aku memerlukanmu disisi. maaf jika aku tidak pernah menunjukkan isi hatiku. maaf jika kata-kataku mengguris hatimu. maaf jika tingkah laku-ku menyinggung hatimu. kerana aku terlalu marah, terlalu marah kerana aku terlalu menyayangimu.

dan kau! jangan lagi kau lihat aku sebagai boneka untuk tatapan harianmu. jika kau ingin membuka wasilah jahanam tentangku, silakan. aku tidak perlu kenal siapapun dirimu. kerana, namamu juga tidak layak untukku sebut. apatah lagi mukamu untukku lihat. mengapa? persoalan yang sering terlintas, bukan? aku punya sebab atas segala tindakanku. mengapa kau memandangku dengan lirikan yang begitu hina? ya, sejujurnya aku terlalu hina tetapi kau tidak layak menghakimi aku kerana aku adalah bayangmu!

Sunday 1 November 2009

My Very First Semester Talks.

It's been awhile..


well, im dealing with my finals at the moment and its going to end on 15th of dec. just doing a lil update here, oh im bored.

reality check : it has been busy and quite tough days since the very first step into the college's life. it was quite hard for me to fit in. it may be only five months, but for my very first sem in campus - i can say that alot of things has happened. things changed just in a blink of an eye. well, i've learned quite a lot and it might be much much more to be learned in the future. i am stronger day by day. thank goodness, i am recovering and im living my life as simple as the way it is.. "biar lambat asalkan selamat" kann :D

college's life has been great. many up and down been jotted down,and chapters that have been made. i've started every single thing from the very bottom that u can ever think and here i am. i am blessed and i just love my life as it is now. things are going well and it has been quite a number of new friends that i have made here. well, they've been great and thanks for popping up in my new chapter. my days were chock-a-block with assignments and presentations. *sigh* i miss homeworks. assignments kill =p 5 months- has changed me from many angles and perspectives. illy kan dah big girl :D

lies kill. the thing is, it is easy for me to trust someone that i know. i may see things through pink-tinted spectacles. cuz they're all beautiful to me. but stil, i am wondering. how could you betray someone who care for you, accept you for who you are, willing to change you, and sacrifices a lot for you. i've faced it more than once. but stil, i can't hate you and you. stop manipulating things. there's alot of things to do rather than manipulate people who you shouldn't betray. i still can't understand why and why and why. answer me, im all ears.

my new chapter of my lovelife has been great. we did been through quite hard times together and yay! we've made it through. there were ups and downs, but love conquers it all. cewahhh. lumped us together, and we'll get in tune. fiwit! hahaha! well, i just wanna keep it simple and steady. theres nothing to be rushed. ta lari gunung dikejar kan :D well syg, uve been a great dude to me. yeaaa i may not that manis to you. and i may look stupid when im berjiwang with you. but hey, i love you, i really really do. n its sincere. ure the soul of discretion to me, since the moment i called you my twinnie. i trust you, i always do. lalalala.. when i see you smile, i can face the world.. lalala~ naik mabuk i dgr lagu tu. haha. well, what can i say eyy.. psst, let me tell u a secret- illy tu cerewet ahh. smoga berjaya. umm, wishing you all the best aite. and also, not to forget. JGN MATI CEPAT!! or else, i patah2 kan rangka rangka you. grrrr!! hahaha! just for u to know, im counting my blessing for getting on with you, mohd nor jannah. we're an item, deal with it.

my two-o-o-nine begun with shits and sorrow. but, things changed now. after all, life is beautiful and colourful as it should be. play safe :)